God, I feel that way every day. Is it just a Taurus Moon thing? Ugh.

My moon is in Taurus, my sun in Gemini, but my mars, uranus and pluto are squaring my moon, it can be a bit difficult.

Squares to your moon can be a hard aspect because your moon is representing your emotions and your subconscious responses, so there for the challenging thing can be that that sort of stuff sneaks up on you because of it's nature. At least with my limited astrological knowledge that is what I sense happens. Having that square be your sun then that would mean that your outer personas needs and your inner needs can be at odds.

Taurus likes stability and security and creature comforts, and the Aquarian Sun would like humanitarian and more expansive activities and ways of expression and sometimes those don't compliment each other and can cause a challenge.

Ultimately, Taurus gives your airy Aquarian nature a deep connection with the earth that is beautiful and good.

Just my 10 cents...:)